A Much Needed Rant

I'm running around like a fucking chicken with its head cut off (not to rip off the magnetic fields). I'm always either studying, in class, working, or running errands, never a moment of rest. I work everyday this weekend, plus, I have to drive to Virginia this Saturday. AHHH! My head is going to explode. And I hate learning French; I miss German; I want to go back to learning German. Grr. I also hate learning physics and calculus. The only upside to school right now is Pascal. We're reading Pascal right now. And to give you a taste of what Pascal is like, I will give you a couple of quotes:

"The silence of these infinite spaces fills me with dread."

"...nothing could be more wretched than to be intolerably depressed as soon as one is reduced to introspection with no means of diversion."

"We desire truth and find in ourselves nothing but uncertainty.
We seek happiness and find only wretchedness and death.
We are incapable of not desiring truth and happiness and incapable of either certainty or happiness.
We have been left with this desire as much as punishment as to make us feel how far we have fallen."

Yay. Happy stuff, right? So other than that, classes suck. And working every weekend makes me dread them. So the entire week sucks. YAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!! Not to mention that I have pms right now. So, yeah, everything is pretty bleak right now. But maybe I can stick some drinking in between work and studying and all that jazz. Alright, that's all the ranting I can manage right now, because I have to go and run some more errands. So, sorry to anyone I haven't been keeping in touch that well with. I'm sorry, hopefully I'll find some time somewhere in this chaos. *Kisses for all*